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10/7/2009 19 happy 19th birthday to me....but birthdays apparently mean nothing and my sister managed to make what little good mood i have change completely... so birthdays mean shit and apparently i mean nothing to my sister...and yes i'm angry 8/12/2009 สุขสันต์วันแม่ <3 So my mom called me some time today in the afternoon... Mom: I miss you Mint: I miss you too mommy *about to hang up* Mom: Mint did you forget something today? Mint: huh? uh....*thinks* ...Happy Mother's Day?(complete guess...i had no idea what she was talking about) Mom: YES Mint: OH FOR REAL??? I forgot...lol well i knew I just didnt know teh exact date...I'm sorry I love you mommy and grammy~ 7/27/2009 1분 1초, A Little Memory Epik High :D I just love listening to Remixing the Human Soul~  I also have no life apparently cuz over the summer I've watched at least 20 different drama series and maybe 25 different Asian movies...last weekend I watched like 4 drama series and 4-5 movies...how I dunno but I did... but yea right now I'm watching a k-drama with Kim YooJin(Eugene) called "Three Dads One Mom" and its cute and funny and sad too...but it made me think of uncle...I realize I miss him alot and sometimes I'll randomly think of him and think how he is...what he would say....I wonder how Na'Aor and Kit are doing...I wonder alot... Sometimes I worry alot about other things and forget about myself and feel I'm not really here with everyone...or I'm here but just observing the world... another note is boys are stupid >=I well not all...just most...I know some guys who are just great probably the best guys you'll ever meet...but I've gotten frustrated with some guys I know...for one thing I tend to think of myself as like a big sister for most people I know..maybe its cuz I was always the oldest and told that I have to look after the little ones for my entire life...but there is one friend who has started to do some stupid things typical stupid things that some stupid teens do...I'm sorry for bein old fashioned and highly against it..but I mean I didn't need to do that shit to have a good time...I'm clean...free of alcohol and drugs and I'm good plus people who do that shit look like a bunch of morons...2nd guy that annoys me...HA! he's a more delusional than me...its frustrating to think what is goin through that kid's head...I also despise people who try to write themselves as a victim and those who get mad for no legit reason...I want to say "grow up"...but heh...to everyone I know nothing..in reality I know more about people than they think I do..... On another note...that thing about this Thai singer named Waii and Junsu of 2PM...that's just STUPID...like dumb as heck stupid...I seriously think she did it to be under the spotlight...I heard she went to an international school so she'd know some English but I doubt Junsu of 2PM knows English well enough to talk alot to that girl and supposedly be dating her...she's probably crazy..plus I think she's from a lesser known company too...supposedly she first said that he was like a big brother but then changed to saying "i broke up with him" I doubt a 20 something year old from Korea would be dating a 16or whatever year old chick from Thailand...as much as I love bein Thai I know the Thai music industry isnt big like Korea or Japan's so I would say she's just making all this shit up...I mean if she were gonna make up such a crappy lie she shouldve said it was Nichkhun to make it sound more believable seeing as he's Thai and hey they would speak teh same language but probably its cuz he'd be able to say somethin bout it himself...but yea cuz of this chick alot of people are thinkin Thai people are stupid =_= I hate those few people who make people think everyone is like them...I also heard this chick was a bad person in some activities she did as well as backstabbing people...I dont know about those but from what I can see she's a liar (her interviews about it made me laugh..I was like "HAH!" she must be high) I love 2PM but I'm not a crazy fan and I dont know much about them...I mean I can only name JaeBeom, Nichkhun, and Taec. =_= I feel sorry for Junsu really having to deal with this stupid thing and JYP himself said its not true. 7/16/2009 In the end อยู่คนเดียว... I've come to realize that now...2 weeks of feeling like I haven't really had any contact with anyone besides my roommates and classmates that's what I've come to realized...in the end อยู่คนเดียว ...I'm by myself...I kinda feel detached from the world around me and maybe I'm being emo but sometimes I feel like I'm just there and just observing everyone...that I've no goal and that I'm alone...heck even to my family I'm forgotten and unimportant...well aside from my mom and grandma calling to check on me...but monica just completely ignored and forgot about me...apparently her sister isnt as important as her friends...my college friends? haven't seen them in 2 weeks...they're always too busy...and yea it may be jealousy but I feel left out sometimes...it kinda hurt my pride to know that my friend that I knew from before college would invite a girl we met at college to her birthday thing at disney and not invite me...maybe I'm a bad person...I'm probably going insane...sometimes I don't want to do anything but just lie in my bed and stare at th ceiling or sit and stare out the window as I let my mind drift away from reality...the only times I kinda feel saved from feeling alone is when Karen or Keara calls me or if I'm talking to Rex...and having spent time with Tina today...but still its so quiet and lonely here... 7/6/2009 Uni. Life Been good lar =P It's week 2 of my Uni. life heheh Today just had dinner at TGI Fridays with my roommates who are both very nice girls ^__^ They also said it was fine for me to sing and record in the dorm ^__^v Well I'll leave it at this for now cuz I should shower and study for my quiz tomorrow =/ and then I have my first exam on Wednesday =/ Momo will be visiting me too ^_^ And my sociology text finally got here just in time for the quiz tomorrow and exam on wednesday (_ _)" 7/1/2009 มิ้นท์เข้าUแล้ว =O Yup I'm already in U lah =O when did this happen? uhhh I moved into my dorm(หอ) on Saturday afternoon(like 5 days ago?) and started class on Monday and so today was my 3rd day as a University student lah 555+ its been pretty good :) and my roomates are very nice~ one even made cookies :D my other roomate is also considerate since she always informs me about the parties too although I don't go cuz I don't know what'd I'd do 555 letsee...Marisa will also be here next week...i'll put more stuff later cuz I'm tired now 555 :D
5/13/2009 Prom Pics Today I just finished the only 2 exams I had to take so yes I'm freeeeeeeeee~ anyways I'm posting pics of prom for friends and family*mom cough**cough* but not all of them...there's really too many( like 20 different cameras people...)  Me, Keara, and Herman...we were at Gaby's waitin for more people and our limo  Victor, Me, and my best buddy "Park Ranger" Parker they were all "I wanna take a pic with the prom queen!"(Me: ....)  Suess wanted to take a pic with me...  Group photo @ gaby's (Parker, suess, victor, justin, jon, marisa, keara, me, herman, danielle)  Jon, Marisa, Michelle, Keara, Me  Parker, Michelle, Me, Victor   "The girls of '09" as michelle puts it lol; Keara(LOL@ her on the phone), Gaby(she's awesome cuz she made her own dress), Cathy, Alex, Michelle, Danielle, Alexis, Me, Marisa   Michelle, keara, me  Suess, Victor, Parker, Michelle, Me  We tried to get a group pic with everyone but.....   ...finally lol  "...." sorry marisa...   Cathy, Herman, Gaby, me, Suess, Justin  Limo~  Limooooo.....(behind the camera is Justin, Gaby, Herman, and Cathy...and later shanique)   "Nice hair...Can you guess who I'm talking about?"- Justin  Cathy and Gaby; this was when our main course was served(chicken, rice, some sweet sauce, and some veggies)  Herman looks happy...lol  Maggie and Ria  Keara, me, and Justin..me and justin were in teh middle of eating so we had food in our mouths lol  Alexis and Carr look so cute lol  Michelle(left) and her date  Group pic after Victor(guy at bottom left) found the piano(and boy was he excited about it lol...always a musician at heart)  They called up the Prom Court to announce teh King and Queen...me and my friend Carr(the big guy there) were just like "...what are we doin up here?" btw that's not a bouquet that's a rose and a palm leaf thing     Luna and his girlfriend won yay~~~ they're nice kids so I clapped :D  Gaby was checkin her raffle tickets to see if she won anything  I was the only one who noticed that Mrs. Larson(parker's mom) was taking a pic of us XD  We be takin a picture with Mr. Ho who said to Parker's mom "Will you hurry it up woman?!"(Left: jon, marisa, herman, gaby, the Ho man, parker, casey, danielle, casey's date; bottom: me, cathy, michelle)  "We got fortune cookies!" oh and victor stole that fan from teh center piece on teh table lol(parker helped)  Photo op before leaving: courtland, keara(sneakin in the back), suess, and parker)  Keara gettin her groove on....LOL XD there are more but i'll post them when people upload them.... 5/8/2009 Prom :D Prom is tonight :D should be fun~ i'll post pics for mommy and my friends whenever my friends send them to me this week~ 7 hours~ 4/27/2009 거짓말 ....I still don't believe it XD 555 It just seems impossible lol and its the funniest thing I've heard 555 cuz its so random XD why? I got nominated for prom court...yes prom court....555 isn't that the funniest thing ever? XD its very surprising cuz I'm not one of those popular kids 555 and cuz these things don't exactly interest me...so yea.. I keep thinking its a joke that everyone is pullin on me...but I guess anything is possible now? lol --- I'm still waiting for my dress :( UPS sucks >=I EDIT: nm....thank you UPS :P 4/26/2009 Grad Nite '09 pics (summary will come later) Waiting in for the drug dogs to check our stuff so we could get on the bus....        Finally on the bus...  ^I was tryin hard not to fall backwards into the aisle lol XD Park Ranger Parker was tryin to support my back to make sure I wouldnt fall XD   ...finally there   This was at the dance floor i think...(yes I had my purple contacts in lol)   ^ Metro Station(meh...I dont listen to US music and they werent my spec anyway 555)   ^Takin a break from dancin for a photo op.      beautiful fireworks show :D  stupid poses infront of a store there lol White Tie Affair <3 Didn't know them but fell in love with 'em after watchin them perform lol cathy and michelle takin a photo op. during the White Tie Affair perf....I was in the middle of jumpin lol XD extreme rockin out WOOHOO lol btw we don't know that guy who's smilin in the background lol the guy from the White Tie Affair was funny lol XD then we went home on a freezin bus...stupid lady was havin hot flashes and us kids had to suffer >=I anyway summary and more pics will come later~ 4/25/2009 Grad Night '09 was FREAKIN AWESOME! :D i'll explain more later cuz I'm still really tired cuz we got back home around 7 somethin in the mornin and cuz I had rocked out so hard the entire night XD 4/23/2009 JYP + SM? Why not*shrug* I figured I'll send an audition to JYP and SM ent. just for the heck of it lol dunno if they'd accept me(probably not since I don't have their ideal body type =_=) and I'm not sure on my Korean pronunciation but so far on youtube and with Korean people I do meet, they tell me my pronunciation is very good(I got mistaken as Korean 2 times lol XD like one time this lady's family surrounded me and bombarded me with Korean and i was like @_@) plus I dunno if my voice is good enough for their standards but hey why not? lol I don't have to pay for anything lol and I can say I tried XD Although YG is my most favorite label...I think its better for me to try out for JYP or SM(probably more with SM) because I think my voice is more suited for pop kinda songs not the kinds YG usually produces(i think they got singers that are like waaaaaaaay waaaaaaaaaaay waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay above me) although I think my confidence went up a bit cuz of youtube lol XD I put some recordings of me singing english for the heck of it and to see if my pronunciation is any good lol must be cuz so far I got 5 stars for them :D yes i'm very happy lol cuz the thing is I'm told my voice sounds nice in Thai and I can somewhat agree with that but whenever I hear my singing voice in English I don't really like it as much lol I think it sounds so much more average than when I sing Thai so I always wondered if it was the same with me singing other languages... 4/19/2009 Strange Dreams part II...This time it was Epik High lol....mostly Tablo XD and I think his gf was in it but only for like 5 seconds XD I'd say its strange in that I have dreams of my favorite celebrities 3 days in a row...yea...normally is like once every couple of months.. on a side note...I'm sad there's no more Fly to the Sky :( Brian and Hwanhee of FTTS decided to not renew their contracts so FTTS is bye bye now TT^TT ---- on the good side grad night and prom are comin up :D on the good/bad side...I'm gettin my own apartment...but I wont have anythin to put in it...heh....and its too stressful to figure out all this stuff @___@ ...but Na'Aor said she would visit with Kitti and we would have fun...I think that would make not only her and Kitti happy but me too...they really need that... now to some serious parts....it hasn't sunk it...I can say "yea he's no longer here" but I'll always feel like he's still here and still breathin...even when I saw his bones at the family alter it still wouldnt sink in that he really is gone...I keep expecting to hear from him to see him....that we'd embrace each other and laugh....although I know that is no longer possible...it wont sink in...its hard to talk to my aunt sometimes because we somehow end up bein in the awkward moment of thinking of him...I feel lost...helpless...not only for myself but that I can't do anythign for her....she told me that he would be proud of me and that he loved me...I told her I know...I know very well...that I love him...that he was my most favorite...that she and Kitti are my most favorite...are imporant to me and that he told me to take care of them...she seemed very surprised and I could imagine she must've felt some pain, yet warmth.... No matter how much time passes you're still an important part of me and I'll forever love you and cherish the memories... 04. 돌아올지도 몰라 (You Might Come Back) dola oljido molla ijuh bolyuhgo oneuldo nolyukheh nun imi dduhnatneundeh (neh son ggeuten) ajikdo nuh eh cheh ohni neuggyuhjyuh dola oljido molla hamggeh itneun gutmaneulodo jo as-suh nun imi dduhnatneundeh (neh gwitga en) ajikdo neh moksoliga deullyuh dola oljido molla (gidalil guhya nan) geudeh dduhnan balguleuneul nehgeh dollil soo itdamyun dola oljido molla (dolawa jwuh) TRANSLATION [JS] you might come back [WY] i tried to forget again today [CS] you’ve already left [JH] (at the tip of my hand) i can still feel your body heat [JS] you might come back [NK] i was happy just being together [CS] you’ve already left [JH] (in my ears) i can still hear your voice [JS] you might come back (i’m going to wait) [TC] if you can turn back those footsteps that left me [JS] you might come back (come back) Strange Dreams.... I've been havin really odd dreams in the past 2 yes...TWO days... first one was the other day when I was on the car on my way to Orlando...I had a dream with Ji Hoo/Hyun Joong ...like it was dreamin the actual character from Boys Over Flowers...and it was weird...cuz I havent thought of the series in like 2 weeks... O.o and like I listen to that one song he sang just about every night but I'm not really conscious and I've honestly been doin that for like a month and never ever had a Boys Over Flowers related dream...technically JunPyo's sister was in my dream too and I think the other F4 boys were there but it was more focused on Ji Hoo...lol(it was kinda like a Boys Over Flowers drama that was centered on JiHoo and his POV but he was gonna get the girl...until my dad woke me up) then today I actually had like 2 dreams(my dad banged on my door interupting my first dream and I ended up continuing the dream but then it jumped into a new one? I swear my dreams are like Asian soap operas/dramas...anyway the first one had Top from Big Bang...as much as I love Big Bang I havent really been following them or been thinkin bout them that much in the past couple of weeks so it was prettttty random for me...it was also kinda funny cuz me and Top were in a fancy sports car and speedin around like crazy like he was part of the Fast and the Furious or something lol...anyway.....dream number 2 had....erg wait i forgot...let me think...who was it again....oh wait there were 2 in dream number 2...it was Golf Mike lol...it was weird in another sense that there was a crazy obsessed stalker harassin me...Golf Mike was there and I think they helped me out?(its like the 3rd dream I've had that's been like that and those all had Golf Mike in it...kinda weird yah....) but yea I swear my dreams are like the dramas...or movies or something...like sometimes it'll have real life people but there's like a story in my dreams and tehy're like the actors and characters of it...i dunno how to explain lol nor do I want to divulge on the details on my dreams XD though most of them are like literally the ultimate dream of a fangirl? oh although I say "me" in the dreams its not really like me...its more like I'm looking through the eyes and thoughts of the heroine of a drama lol XD another strange thing i noticed is how for some reason I feel like its easy for me to obtain my dream of singing in Thailand? and easy(doable) for me to meet Golf Mike and be friends with them? lol XD Logically its impossible and not likely what so ever but I keep havin this weird feeling that "hey you can become good friends with them...completely possible :D " O.o sooo weird lol....i'm weird...lol XD *mindy needs to be more realistic...* (that's the problem...it feels realistic T^T) 4/17/2009 More good news~I've apparently been accepted to San Francisco Art Institute =O with a $9500 scholarship that's renewable for up to 3 years =O yaaay lol |
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